Chapter 1
Since that fateful night of meeting Victoria at her lecture at my college and spending the night with her, it had been a week since I had heard from her. I don’t know if this was a way of torturing me psychologically because she knew I yearned for her soft flesh and dominating soul. I wanted her so badly I could still taste her on my lips. I wanted her so much it hurt.
My body had almost healed from the spankings and beatings and the clamps that she had placed on my nipples. My heart was another story. Why hadn’t she called me? Was she mad at me? Did I do something wrong? Dozens of questions went through my mind wondering. Soon, I was torturing myself wondering what I had done to deserve the silent treatment from Victoria.
When my cell phone rang, I picked it up to see who it was. Always a disappointment when it wasn’t Victoria. If I received a text message, I immediately went to read, only to find it was another law student or someone else asking me for notes or to ask me to study with them. Never was it Victoria. Victoria, my goddess had disappeared from me all week and my body ached for her.
I couldn’t concentrate in class and it was hard when visions of her were popping into my head on a constant basis. Images and visions of the first and last night we had spent together. The more I tried to not think about that night, the more I did and the more I replayed it over and over in my mind, the more aroused and turned on I became. I had thought about contacting her, but I remembered that she liked to be in control. If I contacted her and she became angered at me because she wasn’t in control of the situation, then I may lose her forever. But, on the other hand, if I angered her, she just might punish me and that would mean seeing her and feeling her touch, which was something my body was craving. Then another thought came into my mind. What if she didn’t want me anymore? What if this was her way of letting me know that she was done with me? Those thoughts terrified me and upset me. I had just found my goddess and I couldn’t lose her now. No, that would not be acceptable to me. I hadn’t touched my pussy all week, mainly because it was still sore, but because I was not allowed to have an orgasm without Victoria’s permission.
It was a Monday and I didn’t have any classes that day, so my mind was filled even more with thoughts of Victoria. I made the decision. I just had to see her, feel her and taste her. I needed her. I carefully picked out a sexy, but professional outfit that night; a pastel pink skirt with a matching jacket and a see through white blouse underneath. I picked out matching heels as well. I decided to wear pink because she called me her good little girl and I wanted that image of being her good little girl to come into mind the moment she first saw me in pink. It was a psychological move on my part, I know. But, I was desperate.
I fell asleep that night thinking of how I was going to approach her and what I was going to say. I was nervous and excited all at the same time. I finally fell asleep around midnight or so and yes, I had dreams of my goddess.
I decided that I would go to her after class, which would be around lunchtime. I was hoping to catch her before she took a lunch. I knew what the law firm’s name was and I found the building. I parked my car and went inside. I gulped as I opened the door and went inside.
There was a cute blonde secretary sitting behind the desk answering the phones and greeting visitors. “Yes? May I help you?” She smiled and asked me.
“I… I…” I realized that I probably needed an appointment to see Victoria.
“Yes? Are you here to see someone? Do you have an appointment?” She said. This time her smile wasn’t a full smile, but more of a forced smile to show me that she was soon becoming annoyed. “Well, it’s almost lunchtime and there aren’t any more slots available for appointments.” She said. “Would you like to make an appointment for another day?”
I finally got my courage and asked, “Can I please see Victoria?”
“Victoria?” She asked me with a puzzled look.
“Oh! You mean Ms. Anderson.” She seemed surprised I had used Victoria’s first name.
“Yes. Victoria Anderson.” I said with a smile. Saying her name out loud and hearing it roll off my tongue made me smile.
She then reached for the phone and then looked at me and asked, “Who shall I say it is?” she asked me while dialing her extension.
“Amanda. My name is Amanda.” I replied.
She then spoke to Victoria. She was actually speaking to my goddess. I soon became nervous all over again, but giddy like a little schoolgirl with her first crush. My heart started racing. What if she wouldn’t see me? No. I can’t think negative thoughts. I thought to myself. “Thank you Ms. Anderson. I will.” Then she hung up. “Ms. Anderson said to give her about ten minutes, then it’s the fourth door on the left down the hallway.” She said pointing towards the hallway. “You can take a seat over there in the reception area while you wait.” “Thank you.” I said and took a chair in the lobby. The secretary left for her lunch and soon the building was in complete silence. The only sound I could hear was my heart pounding in my chest. Ten minutes seemed to go on forever. Was she doing this on purpose knowing that I was waiting out here for her?
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